Again

Again



The feelings have returned,
   and,
    unlike the ones before,
I do not dread them.

No; this time they're welcomed.
It's been a while since
   I accepted these emotions,
these sensations. They're back.
Again.

It tingles and makes my chest swell.
One could say my heart skips a beat,
     and I'd simply agree.
These feelings make me giddy;
  almost like walking on air.

Am I frightened; do I fear heartbreak?
Honestly, it doesn't cross my mind;
   this comes from the girl who's kept
          herself protected constantly.
He might be the one...

Again, after so long, I might actually be /swooning/.
To me, myself, and I, this seemed almost impossible;
        not after the second one.
Not after being tossed to garbage;
    to be considered nothing oh too quickly...

No, I am almost certain, it has happened again.
How do I know for sure?
After months of writer's block,
   I'm able to write!

He is my muse, friend, and person
  who captivates all my adoration.
Again, it is he who holds my heart,
and 'tis he who will hold it much more carefully.

Again I put out my faith in a man.
Will it hold to be true?